Some days are just a little harder than others. It’s funny how, even after all this time, I still see myself as the little girl climbing on your lap to sit. I can almost remember the smell of your skin.
As I watch my little, well not so little, girl with her daddy, I wonder. Would you and I have been so close? Would I look at you with adoration? Would you have been my hero?
I would hope so! I think it’s quite possible. Yet, I don’t know.
Here’s what I do know.
In the seven short years I knew you, the overall impact of you and the legacy you left behind, impacts me on a daily basis.
I think of your sure and steady faith. I think of how you knew and believed God for all things, not just some things and not just the good. I think of how strong you were! Most of all I think of your smile and the joy that illuminated your face, even on your hardest and most difficult days.
When I remember these attributes of your character, it gives me hope to carry on. It gives me the ability to push through the hard days and know that joy awaits me! It gives me hope and a steadfast endurance.
I simply stand amazed that after 41 years, your life influences and impacts mine.
God blessed me with you!
Happy 78th birthday Daddy!
Love your little girl!